I haven't been sleeping at all well recently. I'm talking about that 'it's 2 am and I am still awake' not sleeping. It is not going down too well. I like my sleep a lot. But instead of getting my beloved 8 hours (ok, it is more like 9 and a half hours) a night, I have been watching my clock tick over at hours of the night that no one should have to see.
To make matters worse, work has been incredibly quiet this week, so my brain has gone into some sort of permanent shutdown through the toxic combination of tiredness and sever under use. I think that it thinks that I don't love it any more. I do! I love it as much as I could love any (rather crucial) part of my anatomy that decides whether I continue with this breathing thing or not.
Tonight was my big, planned out 'get to sleep early' night, but, as I write this, the Arcade seems to be playing host to some sort of insane sounding art instillation based on epic soundscapes, noises from the subconscious and things that just sound like the possible offspring of a giant dinosaur and polar bear coupling. It is loud. It is weird. And it has been going on for 2 and a half hours. Not happy.
One thing that does help me sleep - Elton. This song in particular. Dreamy (pun intended). I'm going to try and find my happy place.
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